I dont know why I still have feelings for you. I have tried so hard to get rid of them. Its like Im trapped inside of my feelings. My feelings for you and I need to let go. I cant though thats the problem. I want to erase every feeling that I’ve had for you and I want to forget. I dont want to be sad about it anymore. I guess the real reason I cant get over you is because I keep hoping there is a chance that you could possibly want me back. I know it’s almost impossible but I know the feelings that you once had for me could still be there somewhere. I want to be with you and I want you to want to be with me. I know it sounds crazy and hopeless but I want you. I want your cuddles, I want your kisses I want you and only you. And if I have to fight for it I’ll fight until I die because thats how much I care for you. Thats how much i L·O·V·E you. But you love her. In your eyes she’s perfect, she’s your everything, she’s what your happiness revolves around. Her well being. Lately she’s been bringing you down and it upsets me. I know I cant have you back I know that but you used to look at me how you look at her. My happiness revolves around yours so when you’re hurt and sad it makes me so upset. I just want you to need me the way I need you. You were my first love and I’ll never be able to love someone the same way.